Such a massive emptiness. 7th July 2019

Where ever we are, where ever we go , so many memories of happy times with you Sean. Too many anniversaries now week in week out weekends never will be the same without you sharing our love, joy fun times and special family times . So grateful we did such a lot together so grateful we were so close and saw each other and did so much together when we could .All such an empty feeling not seeing you with your loved ones who are missing you so much. So lovely to see your special amazing friends this morning doing the Leeds 10k run can't thank them enough what they all done and continue doing ,all in your beautiful memory Sean . All for your special Legacy at LGI . The city you loved Sean. But hurts so much driving through the city , seeing where you lived, reminders everywhere of the lovely times we met up and had such wonderful times just being together. we see how it used to be they were such happy times . Now we dread going back to Leeds memories really hurt they are the best thing to have, but they really hurt , Because we can't make any more , so we will always treasure all the wonderful memories we made together Sean and so glad we made so many, and that you did with your best friends too. so many anniversaries since last year just seem to get through one then another comes, but we are really trying to be strong , as the 14th August comes around the most dreadful devasting time and the 11 worst days ever parents and sister should have to see their child and brother go through . (Now we have to find the strength to re live that devastating time . Never a moment goes by we not thinking of you Sean. All our love always forever in our hearts. Sending massive hugs and more than ever love to Heaven Sean 💙xxxxxxx God Bless xxxxxx missing you more than ever today Sean seeing all those young lads just why why why you Sean xxx what went wrong we will never understand.💙xxxxxx💙