This time last year Sean you had been to work everything fine. Came home had tea , suddenly felt unwell went to lay down the beginning of our nightmare. What went wrong, I ask God every day to give us the strength we need to get through each day ,and to help us understand why you were taken so young. as we still question why why why you Sean, of all the fit healthy young men why our beautiful Sean. We are reliving again, this time last year , yesterday was our last most precious hugs . Tomorrow morning we got that fateful call , 8.20 am you should have been up and off to work . Instead a call saying you had collapsed in your bathroom ,we thought you had slipped and bumped your head and had a seizure. When we arrived at LGI nothing could have prepared us to hear what happened to you Sean never in a million years. A Stroke it still so hard to comprehend what happened. our worst most devastating results from the consultants .we will never be able to forget being sent to the family room straight away . How much can a heart take . The pain of losing you Sean never goes away . It was like an explosion that morning fear and total devastation that tore our lives apart. The next 11 days were devasting horrendous seeing you on life support like that and to watch our world our beautiful Sean slipping away , we were helpless, this where memories and images hurt too and never leave you .How can anyone think you can forget get over something like the loss of child is the worse kind of loss , as parents their will never be closure on the loss of your child whatever age . It still too young, especially when they have been so fit and well especially and everything to live for . We all need strength from above to get through each day for rest of our lives, as it is a life sentence for parents as we are finding out . We all love you millions Sean and miss you more , such an empty place without you Sean nothing is the same anymore , we try to stay strong for you and each other . Layla making us all proud uncle Sean she so amazing but misses her special uncle Sean so much , we feel it gets harder as time goes by because we pining for our special group hugs and your beautiful smile, that lit up our lives and kind gentle caring heart💙 you had for us all Sean, like Kirsty and Layla said today you were a very special person so loved and missed . you had your own place, but still loved to come home for either breakfast dinner or tea just to still enjoy family life.we don't have BBQs anymore , special meals we loved cooking together, just being together Sunday lunch and days out so hard to do without you now Sean. Nothing ever be the same again for us . But we promise we stay strong for each other . And just feel So sorry for you the way things turned out for you Sean you always did your best tried so hard at school college and University and excelled yourself .in the workplace , everyone loved Sean (Super Sockett ) you deserved the best we always so proud of you Sean. God Bless you our much loved and missed superman fly high with the Angels💙love you Millions ( miss you more) (And a thousand if onlys we have Said Sean ) xxxxx xx xx